Things that make me want to stop being a bitch. 

I need to get out of this city. 

Pronto.
I’m such a bitch today. I’m cool with that.

I’m such a bitch today. I’m cool with that.

I forget the letter I have a problem. I like people too much too quickly. Its not like I don’t have a million people in my life already its just that new people are……new. They have different stories and different jokes. It’s like washing my face with cold water. They revive something in me and I can tell my old sorties to new ears. I love them because I value them. After a while though nothing is new. I guess the stories start to sound old. After I’ve learned the gist of their life through their words all the novelty disappears. I such at this part because I want to be excited but I can’t feel it anymore. Most of my friendships last a few weeks. There are a few that have lasted years but those are special cases. Now I have met a group of fantastic people but idk how long it will last. I like them all as individuals. They each shine brightly like new stars in my sky. I don’t want them to fade but they are already on their way to the blackness.

I forget the letter

I have a problem. I like people too much too quickly. Its not like I don’t have a million people in my life already its just that new people are……new. They have different stories and different jokes. It’s like washing my face with cold water. They revive something in me and I can tell my old sorties to new ears. I love them because I value them. After a while though nothing is new. I guess the stories start to sound old. After I’ve learned the gist of their life through their words all the novelty disappears. I such at this part because I want to be excited but I can’t feel it anymore. Most of my friendships last a few weeks. There are a few that have lasted years but those are special cases. Now I have met a group of fantastic people but idk how long it will last. I like them all as individuals. They each shine brightly like new stars in my sky. I don’t want them to fade but they are already on their way to the blackness.

Rrrrrrr Im feeling like I want to grow wings today. Pack up my heart and fly away. This place is dead in parts where i cant shoo the flies away and i am too alone to stay.

Rrrrrrr

Im feeling like I want to grow wings today. Pack up my heart and fly away. This place is dead in parts where i cant shoo the flies away and i am too alone to stay.

My pc is dead. So im gonna be off this for a bit.

My pc is dead. So im gonna be off this for a bit.

I am thinking the universe has it in for me this week. I don understand what the heck is going on with my stuff. So i made it to ny. i was supposed to get a delivery here. But the fricking package has dissolved into thin air. I hate stuff like that. I really needed that package and I have to leave tonight. There is no way in the world that things could get much worse than this right now. I am pissed. Beyond measure. I am sure the package arrived here. I still don’t have it. Grrrr.

I am thinking the universe has it in for me this week. I don understand what the heck is going on with my stuff. So i made it to ny. i was supposed to get a delivery here. But the fricking package has dissolved into thin air. I hate stuff like that. I really needed that package and I have to leave tonight. There is no way in the world that things could get much worse than this right now. I am pissed. Beyond measure. I am sure the package arrived here. I still don’t have it. Grrrr.

Rrrrrrrr It was predestined. I travel to the new land of york. Adventures await me. Partying with the loveliest people. And I intend to smooch an irish man. Yummmmm.

Rrrrrrrr

It was predestined. I travel to the new land of york. Adventures await me. Partying with the loveliest people. And I intend to smooch an irish man. Yummmmm.

Just remembered something else that happened today. A man asked me to exchange naughty photos. What a dilemma. This is not the first time this has happened. I just want to know why guys like naughties so much. And he was young. Idk. Maybe they like to flip through their phones and choose which girl they want to do the solo rumba with. Idk. I mean I have my cache of naughties but I never asked for any of them. They were given to me by people who didn’t want me to forget them or who wanted me to be in a certain mood before they came by to see me. I guess what I’m saying is I don’t understand the casual exchange of private parts via electronic devices. I think if a man wants a picture he has to first have had the opportunity to take it himself. If you have never seen a girl naked, don’t ask for a photo. Here are some good reasons why. 1. Pictures hardly ever look like the real thing. Ladies will try for an angle they think is appealing. Not necessarily the one you would love to see. 2. Most females don’t want to hear you say that. They would rather it be their idea to send you a photo. Be creative and plant the seeds in her head early on. 3. The best shots require an assistant. ( Imagine her asking her friends to help her be sexy for you, and you aren’t there to watch, and her friends are named Harry and Sam.) So naughties, should be the same as oral sex. You can’t ask for it on the first date, and you shouldn’t do it until you have a better idea of what your dealing with. (Cannibals, cyber terrorists, etc) Anyways this guy is pretty darn cute. I didn’t say yes, but I didn’t say no. Teehee.

Just remembered something else that happened today. A man asked me to exchange naughty photos. What a dilemma. This is not the first time this has happened. I just want to know why guys like naughties so much. And he was young. Idk. Maybe they like to flip through their phones and choose which girl they want to do the solo rumba with. Idk. I mean I have my cache of naughties but I never asked for any of them. They were given to me by people who didn’t want me to forget them or who wanted me to be in a certain mood before they came by to see me. I guess what I’m saying is I don’t understand the casual exchange of private parts via electronic devices. I think if a man wants a picture he has to first have had the opportunity to take it himself. If you have never seen a girl naked, don’t ask for a photo. Here are some good reasons why. 1. Pictures hardly ever look like the real thing. Ladies will try for an angle they think is appealing. Not necessarily the one you would love to see. 2. Most females don’t want to hear you say that. They would rather it be their idea to send you a photo. Be creative and plant the seeds in her head early on. 3. The best shots require an assistant. ( Imagine her asking her friends to help her be sexy for you, and you aren’t there to watch, and her friends are named Harry and Sam.)

So naughties, should be the same as oral sex. You can’t ask for it on the first date, and you shouldn’t do it until you have a better idea of what your dealing with. (Cannibals, cyber terrorists, etc)

Anyways this guy is pretty darn cute. I didn’t say yes, but I didn’t say no. Teehee.